7yrs already!
i guess i have miscount hw many yrs of mine without her being in my life le..
i guess no matter how yrs and yrs my love and missing of her will nvr change.
randomly i always have this mindset in me.
" what if she still wif us"
" hw will it be like nw when we girls are old enuff and gng out tgt as threesome? will ppl think we 3 are sisters?"
i do wish there's a chance where i can do all these girl stuff tgt.
hais! but what's with all this WHAT IF. as it wil nvr come true.
so after 7 yrs~ this my 1st time visiting her alone!
i guess she do want to see us and i do not wish to disappoint her.
sch ended at 2. rushed down to bishan was alreadii 3plus!
thing was so last minutes bought.. but stlll i manage to see her once again.
i gt so many things to tell her! and again i do wish she can reply me!
BUT! i think i will freak out :/
wadever it is... life stil goes on.
and i do hope i can treat my family better nw. though at times i realli dunoo wad dey thinking.
and wishing we could have mre bonding instead of like leading individual life.
