seeing almost all my secondary frens graduate from poly
somehow it makes me feel that time pass so fast
somehow it makes me feel so lonely tooo.
by right i'm the one who supppose to be there
yet i hav to wait for another 3 yrs...
think agn..
i wanna if i'm able to wear that grad suit.
seein the current progress of my studies
is giving me alot of doubts tt i can pull tru this 3 yrs nt.
i dun feel motivated at all
mid term exam is jus around the corner
yet i hav no idea what am i doing no idea what am i thinking too
although i kept telling myself to must study!
another thing that kepts me bother for days.
i wonder if i'm stil able to have that strength.
perhaps our frienship is jus so shallow
perhaps everytin had happen is a past tense.
perhaps i'm jus a normal fren or passer-by.
